... We're lost 'til we learn how to ask...

I love Snow Patrol.  Have for years.  They're one of a few bands for me that have always had a song come out at a pivotal moment in my life (The Fray being the other big one!) that has brought a strange sense of comfort..

... It's the price I pay, for the lies I've told..  That the truth it no longer thrills me...

I don't shy away from having made a plethora of mistakes.  I carry the scar tissue for that, and I know there are those who carry scar tissue that I've inflicted.  I'm not proud of that but I can't go back and change it either..  I pay my price, others pay theirs.  The pay off for me is that I don't get excited about good things as much as I ought - I say I'm realist, but really.. I border on pessimist.. And the truth it no longer thrills me..

... In the end, there's nothing more to life, than love, is there?

The past couple of months have been a bit of a whirlwind rollercoaster.  I'm actually starting to feel better, which is a good thing, and there's a chance of work on the horizon, that came up unexpectedly today, so more on that when I have more to tell!

But half of today was spent at the hospital as Sarah had been having dizzy spells and not feeling great.  The joys of pregnancy!  All is well, they've given her some medication to take, and baby is... Belligerently folding their legs and not letting any secrets out!  This time next week, hopefully we'll know!

... We're lost, 'til we learn... how to ask... 

At the start of the week I was freaking out a little bit as we had a big bill looming over our heads that we were told we wouldn't get any further extensions on.  I managed to negotiate a temporary stay of execution, but it also provoked thought as to trying to get some kind of income coming in.  To that end, I've sold my soul to Google Ads and so you'll see them on this blog..  If you see something you like, click it.. Please.. and Google will kindly reward me for your actions.. I don't envision it being the path to millions, but every little bit will help.. :)

Enough pimping..  Finally.. In conclusion.. I just want to thank everyone who is reading this blog - it's been a warm fuzzy feeling to log in and see the counts rising and people continuing to read my blog!

I have another blood test tomorrow, and then a haemotology appointment Friday, I look forward to bringing you good news..

Oh, and a clean shaven picture! :)